Since everyone is just giving advice on what to do next, I will actually answer your question, which is " What the **** is wrong with me(you)"....
Here we go.... you're sad? did I get it??
Not everyone understands everyones unique situation, maybe you're not in the financial position to just go get another bike(even used), knowing that you can't get(afford, whatever) another bike right away with summer approaching can be very depressing. All you are prolly thinking about is all the fun you had on it, and how you're not gonna be able to have that same fun, and just everything good about it. Try to think of the ways it makes your life easier not having it(sounds weird I know), until you can get another anyway! Also, You are what makes you who you are, ask any of your friends, no motorcycle makes anyone cooler! Hell, you can prolly have more fun without one!!
If ya want something bad enough you'll get it!! If all else fails and you get to the point of suicidal thoughts(and only then), do unto others how they have done to you!! Make sure no-one from the forums though, haha! Peace
p.s. this is all bullshit, lol